yes i'm a cat person

 

 hello there, my name is gandalf.

i was born on january 1st 2013

i'm a boy, thats little me staring at you.

it's me with my mom, casey.

look thats me and mom and my sister,her name is canon

and yes,yes.i love her hand...

until now.

sunrise at bromo

 been here 4th times, and this is the very first time i could saw the famous bromo sunrise.

 and yessss that was super beautiful, even my lens couldn't believe it.hahaaa

 i wore 4 layers clothes but it makes no sense, that was super freezing up there

yeah, 1 word "awesome"

i don't need anyone .

no matter how good the coffee or how delicious the cookies you have , life would be boring without someone who sit in front of you and give you their sweetest smile .
but now i learn that life is not about how you much you love someone or how hard you fight for them ,but it's about how strong you hold on to your emptiness ..

what is life ?

Life is about choosing. Black or white, up or down and RIGHT or WRONG.
-tiffany william

i adore the sky

i adore the sky .
yeah ...
it's just like you .
amazing , hard to reach ,and...
blue .

selasa , 2 september 2010

selasa , 2 september 2010 .
01.13 wib

udah sebulan lebih ini gw insomnia .
bener-bener insomnia .gw ga tau kenapa ,gw ga pernah bisa tidur .kenapa ya gw kaya gini ?stress kah?banyak pikiran?atau..
emang gw nya aja yg ga mau usaha tidur?
entahlah...
gw ga ngerti sama diri gw sendiri 2 tahun belakangan ini .orang-orang bilang masa nyari jati diri itu pas SMA ,tapi kenapa sampe sekarang gw jadi mahasisiwi pun gw gatau gw ini sebenernya gimana .
kadang gw bisa jadi seseorang yg sangat realistis ,kadang juga gw bisa jadi pemimpi yg paling bodoh .
kadang gw bisa jadi orang paling jahat ,paling kasar dan paling egois ,tapi gw juga bisa kok bersikap lembut .
ga tau lah ..
gw cuma ..
ngerasa gw ga bisa mengenal siapapun dengan baik .
orang tua gw ,kakak-kakak gw ,pacar gw ,temen-temen gw bahkan diri gw sendiri pun ..
gw ga pernah bener-bener kenal siapa mereka .yang gw tau ..
mereka bisa jadi orang yang sangat beda ,saat gw lagi ga di deket mereka ,saat mereka lagi benci sama gw .
sejak kapan ya gw kaya gini ?
terakhir gw inget gw masih anak SMA yg pecicilan ,yang suka bercanda berlebihan ,banyak omong , ekspresif yg ekstrim ,ceria .
ya ,ceria...
dulu seinget gw ,gw jauh lebih ceria daripada saat ini .
gw bisa gampang ngetawain lelucon yg sama sekali ga lucu ,
gw jauh lebih apa adanya daripada sekarang .hampir setiap hari ketawa sampe perut sakit dan rahang cape.
gw lakuin hal terbodoh dan gw ga pernah malu tentang itu.
gw yang lebih berani bertindak ,gw yg gampang berbaur .
gw yang super cuek soal penampilan ,baju, rambut atau apapun tentang diri gw ..

old notes

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Gw buka-buka notes lama gw .

Dengan bahasa inggris gw yg super duper DODOL ,gw sok-sok’an nulis itu notes pake bahasa inggris

July,19 2008 SHATTERDAY

“i miss you tonight”

July, 22 2008 TEARSDAY

“without you one night alone is like a year”

July ,23 2008 WAILSDAY

“without you all day long...you make me sad..”

July ,24 2008 THUMPSDAY

“you hurt my heart..”

July ,25 2008 FAIRYDAY

“and every night just before i go to sleep , i pray that lord someday let you know how much you mean to me “

July,29 2008 TEARSDAY

“i’m tired keep on being someone that always be there for you”

July,30 2008 WEAKNESSDAY

“you make me sad..”

August ,1 2008 FRIGHTDAY

“maybe i can live without any light in my day ,maybe i can live without any words from my tounge ,maybe i can live without any that beautiful songs ,but i never could if i have to walk without you ..and i never could if i have to laugh without see your smile before..”

August ,4 2008 MOANDAY

“Can’t you see my heart bleeding?can’t you feel this tears rools down my face?can’t you understand this pain?have you ever really think about my heart?”

August, 11 2008 MOONDAY

“always here for you..”

August ,12 2008 TEARSDAY

“why am i shattered and you don’t realized?

begitulah seterusnya notes gw isi nya tentang dia dia dan dia .

tentang dengerin cerita dia, tentang seneng denger ketawa nya dia .

tentang dia yg dateng pas sedih doang ke gw .

dan seterusnya dan seterusnya .

bagaimana keadaan gw setelah jadi pacarnya?

apakah berubah?

tentu saja tidak semudah itu ..

Perjuangan masih Panjang.

kalo aja dia tau ,gimana gw pengen banget ngabisin banyak waktu sama dia ,tanpa ada kata "waktu gw ga banyak"atau "gw harus pergi bentar lagi"

I'M AMAZED

i found awesome pictures on deviantART today,
andrahilde's deviantART page .
oh how lovely!
every scenes and details makes me smile :)

portico, senayan city

beef stroganoff with buttery angel hair pasta

fettuccine with salmon cream sauce

super delicious ! :)